Decisions..

Mind full of regret
Heart black as coal
Eyes full of tears
Lungs full of smoke
Wrists dripping blood

All she wants is to be happy
And to make someone else happy

She cant have both...
So what is she supposed to choose?
Her own happiness..
Or her lovers happiness..

Mind full of regret
Heart black as coal
Eyes full of tears
Lungs full of smoke
Wrists dripping blood

She regrets her decisions
Yet she has a heart as cold as ice

What should she do now?
Shes made the decision..
In the hopes that we wil both one day be happy
Together or not...

Mind full of regret
Heart black as coal
Eyes full of tears
Lungs full of smoke
Wrists dripping blood

A little blood drawn from her wrist..
The lust for crimson grows stronger with every stroke of her blade

Maybe she will finally end this pathetic excuse for a life...
At least then she knows everyone is happy

Mind full of regret
Heart black as coal
Eyes full of tears
Lungs full of smoke
Wrists dripping blood...